This page could be called a dream journal as I (shadow) will be using it to write down all my dreams as well as importing
them from my other blogs and pages. Allthough i dont have too many dreams that i can remember I know I have alot of them every
night, But with my ptsd its hard to remember some of them.
July 23rd 2006 around 4-5pm. I took a nap due to a migraine and usually i sleep deep, yet i didnt fall into rem
sleep i stayed shallow.i dreamed about my 77 chevy truck an the fire it had. Yet this dream was differenet, It was like i
could see into the soul of the truck, and the soul was full of fire, it looked like the same flames that almost destroyed
it.that was basically it. didnt have much more than that so ill keep adding my dreams as they come.!
September 1st 2006 about 6 am to 11am - Went to bed and went straight into dreamland. I was driving my 77 chevy
thru the mountains. It was raining and muddy. I remember driving..then i stopped. I got out and looked around and happen to
notice 2 horses running back and forth on the mountain side. I looked behind me and saw a beast-like animal following me.
I freaked and got back into the truck and started driving as fast as i could yet i could not lose the beast. I drove everywhere
then the dream got hazy and i woke up.
September 3rd 2006 about 6 am to noon - I had another dream about the beast like animal again. This time i saw it
up close and personal as he came to me. I asked him what he was doing and he told me that he had come to me to let me know
i was cursed. I tried to find out more but the whole dream was about him telling me i was cursed..and it shook me down to
my soul as i know what he spoke of was true. Deep down i know he was telling the truth..like a family curse he had come to
me to warn me. The following 5 days or so was intense. I stopped taking my meds and i did nothing. I laid in bed due to sickness
for the next 5 days or so.. any thoughts just email it to the site.
September 8th 2006- Today was the first day all month i slept without nightmares. I did have dreams but i can remember
them yet i know i had no nightmares..
September 21st 2006 - woke up to a hot muggy feeling above my head..felt weird didnt feel right so i stayed up for a
bit then went to sleep..no dreams that i know of.
September 22 2006 - had a dream late morning about a guy. i kicked the shit out of him chasing him out of an apartment
and pulled my shotgun on him only to realize I hadnt loaded it..
September 23rd 2006 - i did sleep but there was no dreams as i took my medication as my body was beyond worn out.
January 21st 2007 - I didn't have any dreams during the night. I did have a dream when I took a nap. A very long
dream lasting about 5 hours. I know I was back in iraq with my friends that died. I know we where chasing someone. I know
it had to do with the death's of my friends. Yet this dream was different. I had no negative feelings in then dream, no negativity
at all.
July 22nd? 2007 - I had a dream about my suburban. The colors were normal. I was driving one of my trucks, yellow
in color, to my house. As i was pulling up i saw the suburban sitting in the drive way, as if someone had parked it there.
Now I have broken the gears inside the rear axel so it can move but not under her own power. To see this makes me think. Nothing
was out of the ordinary that i could see. The thing that stood out the most was my suburban.