Music can be healing, spiritual or it can relax one's mind. In my opinion music has helped me alot, whether it be listening
to my techno to raise positive energy or listening to enya to quite my mind and to help me focus.Have you ever been sitting
down listening to a certain song, that provoked a weird feeling. A feeling like it was all too real and there was something
close by you that was new? No I'm not talking about spirits. I'm talking about the feeling where you relate to the song in
a unique way. I'll share an experience i had with music. I was sitting down at my pc last night and I was listening to 3 days
grace - "The animal i become". The feeling that overcame me was insationable. I related to it in such a wierd way that my
energy levels spiked thru the roof and I found myself totally wired and full of energy. That has happened to me many a times
specially when i actually listen to what some artist's are singing about. To me music can help me connect my subconscious
to my self as i am now. I have done it a couple of times in a way that the music makes me think about what im afraid to say,
or what im afraid to think about. Like the song mentioned earlier, i dont like to think about my darker side of me, yet when
i listened to it i found myself thinking " so what if people find out about my darker side"? I am the one living my life not
anyone esle. But then again i am quite anti social because society cannot accept me for who i am. I am myself and altho i
do get out and mingle occasionally i rarely go to bars or clubs. For the fact I think my life experience's has matured me
to a level beyond my current age group. I wouldnt say im an outcast I believe i have the power to control who i associate
myself with and im a very picky person. Like the saying goes "You have the power to create your own destiny" "Like a
rolling thunderstorm i will move on"
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